wedding stuff is hard

I have a new respect for people who have to plan weddings themselves. I feel pretty alone in my wedding preparations. My parents have removed themselves from supporting it, Calvin's mom is out of the picture and my 4 bridesmaids all live far away (Boise, Tulsa, Seattle, Alaska. I'm not exaggerating) so I've been pretty much figuring things out on my own. I haven't even gotten to tell anyone in person that I'm engaged and getting married, it's all been over the internet and the phone. It would be nice to have more any friends in the area.