Anyway, onto MY ugly truth: I have a lot of weight to lose before October 10th.
My first goal is to lose 10lbs by Valentine's Day. Fiance thinks I can lose it easily but I'm not positive. Either way, I'm going to start working out everyday, instead of just when I'm feeling fat. It helps too that looking at all the skinny witches modeling these wedding dresses reminds me that I COULD look like that, I just have to work for it. No, I don't have the build to be that skinny, but I could at least look like Jessica Beal, toned and healthy looking. That's what Fiance keeps telling me, that skinny girls are ugly, it's the toned ones who put work into their look (ie. Gwen Stefani, Pussycat Dolls, etc) that are hot. So okay. I'll buy that.
My overall goal is to be below my high school weight when I'm on my honeymoon: 130lbs. I know I can get there, but it's going to take a lot of daily workouts and running and fewer snacks. Good luck to me!